I am LOst...but I have not lost :)

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Yuppp......for three months now I am lost...Did try soul searchin, counsellin, and a couple of other things. Did not know wht I wanted...totally lost. Did'nt know where I was heading, wht i was doing...may be all the past tense "was" must be written as "is"....all of a sudden i dont know wht i want...have started questioning the purpose of life. have started askin ma self if am applyin the proverb "an idle mind is a devil's workshop" to myself...but today something inside me has started sayin......" like a phoenix you will rise from your own ashes" :)

i am going to listen to this voice. yes i have decided. this little voice inside me amidst all the confusion around me, all the crap that i have put myself into, all the boredom and brattishness that i have drowned myself into.....amidst all that, this little voice is screaming from inside that i am rising back. it is saying that its time, to get that confidence back, passion back...gotto to get back to the workaholic person i was, the crazy, positive, self-motivated, go getter that i was or i am....rise back gurl...all the very best...you can do it...just remember that if u think u can....YOU CAN, and if you think you cant then probably u wont :) so can can can.....all the best pkuts...rock on :)

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Unknown said…
Hey... whazzup?

After a very looooooooooong time, I saw ur blog, and read this one.. Juz wanted to tell u everything will be okay.. sometimes, I too get this queer feelin' of what am I upto.. but it'll go off after I start reading a look, blog or see a film ;-)

Nywayz, njoy life n hv a blast !
June 10, 2010 at 5:04 AM
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