Beyond me....

When I learnt u did not belong to me I told myself it's not difficult for me to forget us...It's 3 days and only now I have come to realize that it's beyond me. I am not able to overcome my feelings for you. My heart feels so heavy, my eyes r filled with tears, my arms r dying 2 hold u. My lonliness kills me :( Every night I press my head into the pillow to help myself from not choking from the tears that clog ma soul. This did not have to end. Atleast did not have to end this way. Pinching the soul and betrayal to the trust has left me without any hope in life. We could have broken up in a better way. We could have parted ways as good friends. We could have spoken it out. How was it possible for you to abruptly keep a full stop to this 6 yr affair. How did she become all that you wanted in such a short span. We were so much meaningful for each other. We meant the world to each other and now someone new has taken all the place. Anyways itz beyond me to understand what has gone wrong. All I can hope is that you will come back. Some day you will sit alone and ponder that she was never able to love you the way I do. She has left you for another. It pains for me to see you alone like this. You are not coming back for the guilt in your heart. You think I might be happy with some one else. I hope someday you see my hurting soul beyound all your auumsptions. Till then....I shall be waiting cuz its beyond me to see the future. Where ever you go , what ever you do...I will be right here Waiting for you. Love u Mols :)