Taurean Trampling...

Happy Valentine's Day Baby...

2012-02-12T00:22:00.000-08:00

http://animoto.com/play/zcuxFblLs2wsIaCUsaMGtQ

Oh, if it be to choose and call thee mine, love, thou art every day my Valentine!

Taurean Priya and Arien Shakti...

2012-02-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

The Aries - Taurus relationship represents balance. The impetuous Aries is always leading the way, while the more stable Taurus ensures that the relationship remains steady. This is a contrasting but mutually complimentary relationship that teaches them a great deal. Taurus is an earth sign, solid and dependable, while Aries is a fire sign, impulsive and assertive. Occasionally, Aries may try to goad the reserved Taurus parent into making a hasty decision but the parent is able to soothe the impetuous child. Sometimes the Aries child may find the parent a little possessive and restrictive if his/her independent spirit and the need for freedom are being curbed. Aries infuses dynamism into the family, while Taurus provides stability and security. The Aries child will have to learn to live with the Taurus stubbornness, and must realise that once the parent has made a decision, it is firm. Aries has much to learn from Taurus: the lessons of patience and co-ordination. Both parent and child are devoted to each other and provide solid support in times of need.

My Precious one

2011-05-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

29 Most Beautiful Days of my life....

What more can a person cherish. Priceless moments of innocence.

Such a cute web page :)

2011-02-22T04:11:00.000-08:00

All da to be MOmmies out there gotto browse through this awesome web page. So adorably cute and expressed in a way only a pregnant woman can understand

http://www.kristensguide.com/Family/Pregnancy/pregnancy_symptoms.asp

So sweet and accurate........Prabhakar and Priya......Predicted :) *winks

2010-07-06T16:51:00.000-07:00

Taurus sign compatibility with Scorpio

Taurus and Scorpio, here's a combination that can be successful!

Both Taurus and Scorpio have a strong will, determination and enthusiasm. Neither of you is indifferent to what's going on around him/her. When you met your Scorpio, you were probably fascinated. You noticed qualities that you'd like to have. Scorpio is so charming that I completely understand you!

There are some superb similarities between you two, but also some differences that make you almost opposite to each other. This Water native is mysterious, emotive, sentimental, but at the same time introvert: it'll be hard to get into Scorpio's soul. To him/her, revealing him/herself to someone is like committing him/herself. And before doing that, Scorpio has to be certain it is worth it.

Even if you have known your Scorpio for years, you'll still discover that there are parts of his/her soul that remain impossible to understand. Scorpio governs things hidden under still waters and can go into undreamt depths when it comes to feelings. Under his/her apparent calm and reserve, there is an ocean of feelings that long to be discovered, understood and appreciated: and this is, indeed, your specialty, dear Taurus!

Scorpio is to a great extent the sign of obsessions: to him/her, love is love until death, but so is hatred! Nothing in the middle. Scorpio is jealous, but that doesn't bother a Taurus because jealousy and possessiveness are part of love to you, too. Sometimes Scorpio can't control his/her feelings, that's why (s)he doesn't open up that easily.

Under Scorpio's apparent power, there is an unsuspected fragility, which you'll love if you discover it, because it's beautiful and Taurus is attracted to anything related to beauty. Your realistic, calm approaches will be useful for Scorpio because (s)he needs to learn to love calmly, constantly, and to choose the middle way.

Scorpio doesn't like talking about his/her feelings, and Taurus is not one of the signs that checks on the partner's condition periodically to see whether anything has changed or not in his/her soul... so don't be surprised if your Scorpio has an uncontrolled outburst after one year and a half if you've upset him/her with something!

Scorpio has an impressive intuition: as if (s)he were a fortune teller! But don't ask for logical, reasonable, practical explanations... the source of his/her intuition is not in this rational world, so Scorpio can't say how (s)he knows certain things: (s)he just knows.

Both Taurus and Scorpio are fixed signs, therefore determined and perseverant. But, once again, neither of you is very adaptable, easy to change or to convince otherwise.

All this is meant to warn you that with a Scorpio, communication needs some stimulation because sometimes it may stagnate, other times block without an apparent reason.

Fortunately, Scorpio is good at making money so there are no problems in this area. Both Taurus and Scorpio are oriented towards materialism and this will help you overcome some delicate problems to other couples. Scorpio also prefers investing rather than spending, just like you, and (s)he's excellent as a negotiator. Very soon, even the most remarkable Taurus will end up respecting the way Scorpio knows how to make money or spend it.

Both Taurus and Scorpio are reserved and don't like going to bars, restaurants or crowded places, so spending your free time will be a pleasure. You are both jealous and possessive, have the same ideas about relationships between sexes and you'll consider marriage very soon.

Sexually, Taurus, the expert of shapes (therefore of touching), will fulfill a Scorpio's dreams although his/her feelings are sometimes so strong that even you will feel overwhelmed (the ocean we were talking about...). To a Scorpio, physical love is both a spiritual and a physical experience, and any real Taurus (that is with his/her feet firmly set on the ground) won't understand this right from the beginning. Maybe you'll have to go deeper in your soul and find more resources of romanticism and sensitiveness. Scorpio is the sign of physical love, so expect a night of passion like you've never lived before, because (s)he's truly volcanic, even as a Water sign!

In conclusion, a Taurus-Scorpio relationship is not easy. Communication, feelings... many things that separate you. But there are so many things bringing you together, that it is worth trying - if you manage to be as sensitive as you can (and then some!).

I am LOst...but I have not lost :)

2010-05-20T17:11:00.000-07:00

Yuppp......for three months now I am lost...Did try soul searchin, counsellin, and a couple of other things. Did not know wht I wanted...totally lost. Did'nt know where I was heading, wht i was doing...may be all the past tense "was" must be written as "is"....all of a sudden i dont know wht i want...have started questioning the purpose of life. have started askin ma self if am applyin the proverb "an idle mind is a devil's workshop" to myself...but today something inside me has started sayin......" like a phoenix you will rise from your own ashes" :)

i am going to listen to this voice. yes i have decided. this little voice inside me amidst all the confusion around me, all the crap that i have put myself into, all the boredom and brattishness that i have drowned myself into.....amidst all that, this little voice is screaming from inside that i am rising back. it is saying that its time, to get that confidence back, passion back...gotto to get back to the workaholic person i was, the crazy, positive, self-motivated, go getter that i was or i am....rise back gurl...all the very best...you can do it...just remember that if u think u can....YOU CAN, and if you think you cant then probably u wont :) so can can can.....all the best pkuts...rock on :)

Jai Hind :)

2009-03-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

In India today, we have a lady born a Catholic (Sonia Gandhi) stepping aside so a sikh (Manmohan Singh) could be sworn in by a Muslim President (Abdul Kalam) to lead a nation that is 82% Hindu.

Michhhhhhh u di

2009-03-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

Just 4 hrs of ur presence each day. I used to think it is not much. Now that you gone....I realize how much it means to me.....I miss your adorable smile that I used to see as I walked into the office. I miss saying Hi to the sweetest friend I had in office. Someone who always sms'ed me when I was 10 mins late askin me where I am and when I would reach office. I miss you when I walk up to the canteen all by myself. And I miss you when I do not have another hand into my plate to nibble and share my food before it is time for your cab. I miss those IP's. I miss those stolen moments between my calling hours when you walked up to me and chit chatted about your many little moments in life. Miss picking you up from your house. Miss the trips to our famous photo album pilgrimage (Lolz..)Miss bringing you snacks. Miss having you beside me when i want to give my headset to you so you heard my fav song or comedy clip from UTube. Miss cribbing and bitching to you about all my funny episodes which you would smile and giggle and listen to. Those were such beautiful memories which I will cherish all my life. Now that you are gone I am staring at the empty seat in front of the computer opposite to me smiling to myself thanking god for bringing you into my life. It has been a very short while, girl. but, your footprints will always remain in my walls of my heart. Love you a lot. May you have a great splendid future ahead :)

2009-03-06T10:28:00.000-08:00

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Foolishaaaabad :)

2009-03-06T08:59:00.000-08:00

Loved it. Truly rib tickling and am glad they did that as they passed out a message at the same time too :)

Am talking about the play "Village" by ASAP productions. It was a Sunday evening when my brother wanted both of us to go for this play which was in the Museum Theatre.

Take me to your heart...But who r u ???

2009-03-03T14:16:00.000-08:00

I know I am strong. I know I can handle this feeling of bein forlorn. I know I can be alone. I know I am not weak. I know I wont cry. But tears roll down ma cheek when I write all this as I hear "Take me to your heart" by MLTR. I fumble for words when I realize that I cant handle my own self. I realise I am just hiding inside a shell like a Cancerian. But alas who can hide the truth that I am a Taurean, the sentimental weak and emotional bull. Tough yet so fragile. Anyways am glad I poured this out in ma blog. I feel better.... I just love this song. Here are the lines that just broke my bubble.

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go.......

Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you :(

Take me to your heart
take me to your soul

Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue

Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever

We're only here today
Love is now or never

Bring me far away
Take me to your heart ..........take me to your soul

Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star

It's easy
take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky

I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing...........
Just take me to your heart ..........take me to your soul !!!!!!!!

But, wait....I guess there was also something else that just digged out all those emotions from deep within. Yupp.....He digged it out without knowing he is capable of doing so. He didn't realize that his words were the shovel which would dust out the sediments that were deposited in the bottom of my heart years before and were almost turning into fossils. Now I feel like all the rocks just melted. The melted rocks are boiling and stirring in my soul hitting the walls of ma heart desperate to erupt and burst like a violent volcano. But I must say....Though it is painful sometimes it is nice to have someone dig it out. Especially him :) So, it ain't his fault. Its just my foolish sentimental soul. Am glad I put it in words. My soul feels light. But I guess a ride to the beach, and walking on the sands with my bare feet and listening to the waves and watching the sunrise with a few moments of crying out loud would make this feelin go away. Tomorrow I know I will be back to how I am. The happy tomboyish gurl merrily listening to Bon Jovi's Its ma Life....back into ma shell :)

So here I go to do some soul searching...oops...not searching but to some soul hiding :) I think I should finish this post with a smiling face for me to come back tomorrow and see the blog with some positive thought in ma head. Bye ma sweet online diary....Love u for being there.
(P.S - Pls dont ever call my emotions BS...U know what I mean) :)

Anbe Sivam :)

2009-02-26T10:56:00.000-08:00

My dad always told me we belong to the caste of Pillai and our god is Lord Shiva. I never gave religion, caste and similar factors much importance cuz my brother is a very free willed person and I am lot more connected to him in my house than with any of the others. Both of us were bought up in Bahrain and it didn't matter much to us as we mostly communicated in English and did not know how to read or write Tamil. And neither did my parents rub the ritual of going to the temple or doing pooja everyday. Thus, I have friends of all castes. Never has anything spiritual touched me. Even during my school days I used to call myself an atheist when we used to have discussions within friends on spiritual stuff. (But now, I believe into the All Mighty about which I will blog later here :)). So, the first time I was really touched by the qualities of Lord Shiva was when I watched this film Anbe Sivam. When Kamal keeps pressing on the fact that there is God in all of us. Who loves another and knows how to share love and prevent destruction has God in himself. (By the way, I love Kamal and have always admired him.). The second time I was touched was when I was part of a "NarPani Kuzhu". I stay in Saligramam which is close to the Vadapalani Siva Temple. My mom being a very dynamic person always participates in social activities. And she is an inspiring example of the saying "Age is only a number". She is god fearing and just like the Nalla Sivam character in Anbe Sivam. She knows only to love. I might not have seen Mother Teresa. But, I am humbly happy to be born to mommy cuz she suits all those names you would say about people who are for humanity. She just knows only to give Love. You hate her and she will still just love you back. You get angry with her and she would still love you and most importantly be there for you when you need her. I love you Ma. (I could just go on and on about her....)

But, now back to the my love for Lord Shiva. Mom told me to participate in this "NarPani Kuzhu"(its a social service group) where we have people of all ages. The plight would be to travel early in the morning in a tempo traveler to a temple which is in the outskirts of Chennai. There is a research group who would find out which Shiva temple has not been accessed for a long while ....like in years. Our mission is to reach there and start cleaning the temple. The little ones take up responsibility to search for flowers, make garlands, chant mantras and to serve tea to others who are in the tedious tasks of cleaning the shrubs around the temple. Young and middle aged men get into the bushes and start clearing of wild plants sometimes encountering snakes. The aged women start cooking lunch for all of us. Old men and ladies take up roles of washing the walls inside the temple and my favourite part - cleansing the idols and making them shine. I loved this part. It touched me to see that only in the Lord Shiva temple can u walk into the place where the idol is and you can touch and cleanse the Lingam. It is a great feeling which I can never express in words. In a world where they say that the Brahmins should be the only one who would chant in Sanskrit and have access to God. Shiva is one deity who is one among all of us. He is preached in the way where you know he is everywhere and in everything (FYI critics, this is my personal outlook and emotions ...) The whole group chant only in Tamil. No Sanskrit. And in the evening the temple looks afresh. Poojas are performed and all of us chant Shiva mantras. When we return home it is such a complete feeling in the heart as we leave behind a temple which is flooded by the localites who are ready to take care of this clean temple from then on. It touched me to see this task of rejuvenating holy places which were not accessed for a long while. And the third time I was really moved with the Shiv mantras was when I saw Naan Kadavul. The intro scene of Arya. Shivers ran down my spine, I had goose bumps. I just was engrossed into the vibration. I love this feeling. It is so beautiful. Will cherish this moments of my love and devotion towards the Lord Shiva. Just love this hymn from the movie Naan Kadavul. Have listened to it a 1000 times now :)

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Anda brammanda koti
Akhila paripaalana
Poorana jagat kaarana sathya deva deva Priya
Vedha vedhartha saara
yagna yagnomaya
Nishchala dushta nigragha
sapta loga samrakshana
Soma soorya agni lochana
Swetha rishaba vaaghana
Soola pani bujanga booshana
tripura naasha nardhana
Yoma kesa mahaasena janaka
pancha vaktra parasu hastha namaha
Om Sivoham
Om Sivoham
Rudra roopam bajeham
Om Sivoham
Om Sivoham
Rudra naamam bajeham

Jai ho Rahman ji :)

2009-02-24T10:25:00.000-08:00

He was sooooo cute.....chooooooo sweet......and adorably shy. The guy who used to switch off the lights before he sings cuz he felt shy. The little sweet Dilip Kumar who has transformed to this massive force in music. hats off to you. Tears welled in ma eyes when he spoke in Tamizh "Ella Pugazhum Iraivanukke" and Hindi "Mere Paas Ma Hae". I loved the way he handled victory. So down to earth. So inspiring. He is one idol we should all look up to, to understand that we should all stick to our roots no matter wht we achieve. He is never too proud. Never with attitude. I love you A R Rahman Sir. May you keep the spirits high always and may you bring more and more glory to music. We are so proud of you for your have brought so much glory to arts and music. The most valuable resources of all that which God has given this universe. Thank you Sir.

Two quotes from my favorite people about the Mozart of Madras when he won the golden guy.

Adnan Sami - He is such a darling. I would pinch his cheeks when I see him :)

Shankar Mahadevan - He was so shy and cute when he walked up to the stage.

Child is the father of man :)

2009-02-23T11:22:00.001-08:00

I realised the essence of this line after watching the movie Abhiyum Naanum. Whtaaa splendid movie. Wow...its a piece of sensible movie making. Really wonderful. Applause to Prakash. Kudos to Radha. Great work. Thank you guys. Your presence in the celluloid has proven itz worth. "Abhiyum Naanum"- A masterpiece....My family has so much connection to this movie. Abhi is ours. She is ma little niece born on the 17th of July. My family is 6 of us apart (and a part of her also :)) from our Abhi. And for each 1 of us the title solely applied. Each of us would own the title "Abhiyum Naanum". We were so keen to watch this film cuz the latest madness in our house is not Rajni or Shahrukh or Britney Spears. But its Abhi Kutty. It is she who has kept us all connected to each other, she has us on our toes, she has filled our lives with this invisible but abundant amout of bliss and hopes. She does not say anything but does everything :) Yes, all these months we have all changed ourselves. For the betterment I would say. I could just go on and on about my Abhi(Jai, this is my blog so its my Abhi. If you want you can start a blog and call her your Abhi. Same applies to Ma, Pa, Akka, Anni...He he...ok ok...Abhi kutty, I was just kidding..Not fighting with them...Don't look at this blog in the future to ask me why I was quarrelling to make you mine :P)...Just like how in the movie the little girl teaches us by her innocent selfless acts of adopting a beggar into the family. Our Abhi has also touched our lives in her own ways. To start with, our little angel has bought up a great impact on her grand dad who now has changed so much. He has become a more calmer, happier person. The sparkle in his eyes and the smile on his lips tells so much about his contented heart on his new promotion as grandpa. And mom has become more active than before..hyperactive I must say...She has gone mad about Abhi...All the time cuddling and coaxing and doing all crazy things with her :) There is this lovely routine in the morning, oil massages and sun baths and warm water filled tubby play time that take place in the house. I get up to the ramblings of Abhi gaa gaa'ing her own music tryin to be in sync with my mom's lullaby's. And then my sister who of late has surprisingly become a very calm person. She used to fight with me so much before Abhi was around. We were like Tom and Jerry. But now ma sis is like - Abhi will grow to look up to us, so we need to behave and set a good example for her so we should not fight much, thanks to Abhi that I get away with ma pranks nowadays. he...he...

Then, ma anni. There was this just married days when Anni used to be this person mad about ma bro always asking him to spend time with her. Little fights and childish tantrums and crying dramas all the time. But after Abhi there is this amazing change in her. I cant believe that she has become such an understanding person and she is a very very adorable mother. Hats off to her love towards Abhi. Its very very touching to see the way she loves Abhi.

And last but not the least ma brother. Wow....whtaaaaa change. There is a saying that "When a child is born a father is born". I am glad I saw the meaning of this quote in my brother. He is this new person. I would say he is also just 6 months old. There is so much changes in him. His priorities have changed, his outlook in life has changed, his way of talking and thinking has changed. I just love this new guy in him. He is filled with new hopes and new dreams. Thank you Abhi for bringing a new vibrance in him :) Muah...I will always love you and would do anything for you di ma little cute sweet darling :)

Abhimanya :)

2009-02-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

Yes....That's ma adorable little angel, my bugs bunny, my charismatic chakrakatti, my darling doll, my everlasting enigma, my fabulous fairy, my gol gappa, my happy honeybunch, my italian ice cream, my juicy jilebi, my kiwi punch, my lusty love, my morning mist, my naughty niece, my oxygen, my pretty princess, my queen of smiles, my robust rainbow, my sweet sugar, my turquoise tulip, my ultimate usher, my vulnerable violet, my wonderous water bubble, my xtasy, my yellow sunflower, my zesty zeal....I love u di...Muahhhh :)

U go GURL :)

2009-02-18T09:54:00.000-08:00

Yuppp......That's moi self in da pic. Number 299. Call me a celebrity (like some of ma friends cuz ma pic was in Dinakaran), Call me crazy (like some other critic friends of mine as I was carrying 85 kilos of maself). Call me addicted (cuz thats what I wanna call maself now :)) I am just so excited that I was part of this Auroville Marathon on Feb 15 2009. It was such a wonderful experience. I am so glad I have wonderful wonderful friends like Adithya raghavan who registered for me and made sure I was there. thank you sweet heart.

This interesting plight started at 7 am. I thought I might be late cuz I got up at 6:30 and then had to brush and bathe and catch an auto from ma hotel to reach Auroville which was like 7 km far away. Am glad I reached on time. Collected ma bib. I reached the Start point to discover a group of enthusiastic individuals of all ages from different parts of the world stretching and getting set to go :) Yes, we were going to run 10.5 km. I have never done this before. For me running was only on the treadmill for 30 mins. I had no idea about running on muddy roads. But, then I wanted to start and this is where my good lord wanted me to take the first step. Am glad it was in Auroville. Whatta lovely place. The cheerful faces, the loving volunteers, the unconditional support, and enduring forests and so on.... I could keep praising this little haven.. but now back to running...They said on your marks, get set and go....And, Yes, I did go....but only a few yards. it would have been 3 short minutes and I was already panting...That's when I realised that I was supposed to jog and not sprint. What was I doing????? I was running like some street dog was chasing me from behind. Once I realised this, I turned on ma Ipod...By now 90% of them have gone ahead me. All I knew was I had to finish this run. I started jogging. Slowly and steadily...It was the most beautiful scenic trail I was on. With the sun rising up and glancing through the branches. I switched off my ipod cuz I wanted to hear my breadth, I wanted to listen to the silence of the woods...i was lost...Lost in paradise. I did the race in my own pace :) I did all the weird things possible for the first time. I looked up at the sky and spoke to God. I smiled at the sky thinking he (did not mean to be gender specific)is looking at me. Thanked him for bringing me here, Picked a pebble as a souvenir that I was here. Sighted peacocks, the chirping of birds. I loved it. I loved every step I took. I walked whenever my lung felt stuck. Then some sweet soul would pass by cheerin me to jog and I would jog along with them. They would go out of sight soon leaving me back in my trance. My trance with nature. I was so drunk by nature. For the 1st time I was smitten by the beauty of nature. I used to tell myself I am not a morning person. But, it is only this day I knew how sexy a morning can be :) Post 5 km there was a grp of drummers cheering us up. There is this stunning energy that flows inside you when u hear their beats. Till the sound faded away I was so encouraged to jog. And, then I stopped for electrolytes and lemon juice offered by the loving volunteers. Finally reached the finish in 1 hr 47 mins. A group of enthusiasts cheered and clapped as I hit the finish. Then it was time to have some tasty breakfast. I was so much excited about the marathon that in my mind I have already signed up for this event for next year 14th Feb :)

Fanaa Shayari!

2008-09-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

The good ones:“Tere Dil Mein Meri Saanson Ko Panaah Mil Jaaye, Tere Ishq Mein Meri Jaan Fanaa Ho Jaaye.”

"Humse door jaoge kaise, dil se hume bhoolaoge kaise, hum wo khushboo hai jo saanso me baste hain, Khudkee saanso ko rok paaoge kaise"

"Baithee hain hoton ko seekar..........pachchhtaaengee aap, Ishq jaag uthtaa hain aksar aisee khamoshi ke baaad"

"Phool Hoon Gulab kaa Chameli ka matt samazna, aashiq hoon aapka, apnee Saheli ka matt samazna"

"Naa shahar dekho naa biyaban dekho, Naa shahar dekho naa biyaban dekho.., Khuda ka eklauta namonishan dekho , buss aankh uthao aur Rehan dekho"

"Insaan kee khwaaish kee koi intehaan nahi, Insaan kee khwaaish kee koi intehaan nahi, Do gajj jameen chahiye .... do gajj kafann ke baad"

"Dard se aankhen chaar kar lenge, hum bhi intehaan dedenge, teri dosti kee khaatir aye dost, hum dushmano se bhi pyaar kar lenge"

"Rone de tu aaj humko tu aanhkein sujaane de
baho me le aur khud ko bheeg jaane de
Hain jo seene me kaid dariya wo chhut jayega
Hain itna dard kee tera daaman bheeg jayega"

And the bad one....
"Kaash main oon kaa gola hota, Kaash main oon kaa gola hota aur ....
Unkee ungliyon me liptaa hota ....Kaash wo mera sweater banakar garmiyon me bhi pahne rahtee........

"The addendum on peoples' demand
Bekhudee kee jindagi hum jiya nahi karte,
Jaam doosron se chheen kar hum piya nahi karte,
Unko mohabbathain to aakar ijhaar kare,
Peechha hum bhi kisika kiyanahi karte......

Laga khuda ne rakhdiya hamaray dil per haath,
Liya unhoon ne hamara naam kuchh aisee ada ke saath.......

Wear Sunscreen by Baz Luhrmann

2008-05-28T12:38:00.000-07:00

Da most beautiful song I have ever heard. Just listen to it. And you will know why I say - this the most beautiful song I have ever heard :)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97

Wear sunscreen

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it.

The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine.Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blind side you at 4 pm on some idle Tuesday.Do one thing everyday that scares you ....Sing .....

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours...Floss.....

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements......Stretch.....

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t..... :)

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.

Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s.

Enjoy your body,use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own...Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.(Brother and sister together we'll make it through. Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there. I know you've been hurting, but I've been waiting to be there for you. And I'll be there, just tell me now, whenever I can.....Everybody's free.) Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good.Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few youshould hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft......Travel.....Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.Respect your elders.Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it willlook 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.But trust me on the sunscreen…

(Brother and sister together we'll make it through. Someday your spirit will take you and guide you there I know you've been hurting, but I've been waiting to be there for you. And I'll be there, just helping you out, whenever I can. Everybody's free.)

Love invested in da wrong place

2008-05-27T14:32:00.000-07:00

So many times in this world we worry about such minute emotions that disturb us...These tiny distubances mean nothing if we look at the larger spectrum called life....There is so much more that which is happening around us....So many things are open options infront of our blinded eyes...when we can help mother earth by planting a sapling...when we can lend a smile to a adopted child...when we can wash our dishes for our tired mom...when we can help our loved ones in need of help or a kind word we are sitting in a corner and worrying about the affair that we have drowned ourself into...wht hell that we put ourselves into in this short life....why are we so little mided when there is so much positive things that we can do...i hate myself when i dig my head into my pillows wetting the sponges with ma tears thinking of this man who is never bothered to even give me a buzz to say hi....wht is his definitions of love...wht is his values in life....he wants lust....he wants an affair but he cant love neither can he spend time....i hate him and i hate myself for loving him more than i can love my own self....

God - Out of Touch.....Out of Reach

2008-05-27T13:21:00.000-07:00

I stole this...yes I did .........from a blog that I really enjoyed this write from...am sure you guys would like it too....its deep and thought provocating....

When you hear the word GOD...what comes to your mind?? here are some common images...

1. A guy nailed to a cross or his invisible dad

2. A guy or girl with an un-necessary multitude of arms and legs which are always full, dressed in garish clothes and looking like they ran out of the nearest marwadi wedding

3. A big black box in the center of a big white marble circle, which aids in nothing but further mystifying and shrouding the meaning of GOD

4. A book wrapped in shiny garishly colored cloth which is constantly being fanned by turbaned men

5. A fire which is being tended to constantly so as to keep it from extinguishing itself and a whole host of others...

when you read the above lines what comes to your mind?..GOD or RELIGION??..or BOTH??When did the lines between GOD and RELIGION get blurred and is that a good thing or a bad thing??Let me start with my personal concepts and beliefs....and then you can take it from there in your comments

GOD - To me god is not an image, god is a state of mind and it exists within all of us, I don't believe that god has a gender or belongs to a specific community or speaks a specific language like Sanskrit/Hebrew/Arabic etc God is omnipresent...often heard statement...I'd like to modify it to also say the following

God is transient

God is relative

God is creative

God is karma

Given the above thoughts try and imagine not a person not an image but a state of mind that encompasses the above ideas........if you do this you will notice that the first 3 qualities apply to almost any state of mind and the last one is not so easily applicable to all ...let me explain....lets try replacing the word God with Happiness in the above lines

Happiness is transient - True - Transient means something that is not constant...something that is transitory..so happiness falls under that category??

Happiness is relative - True - Of course this is true...self explanatory

Happiness is creative - True - when people are happy they are at their creative best (this also applies to abject frustration/depression). It could be creating anything from baking a cake to building a house.....

Happiness is Karma - The simplest way to explain the concept of karma is this "as you sow, so shall you reap" or still simpler "one good deed begets another and vice versa"...so in the case of happiness...if you make somebody happy the happiness spreads and eventually touches you as well...do you accept that?

So you see I have not only proved my substitution theory for the first 3 qualities but also for the last one!!

Now coming back to GOD ....lets look at GOD in the current context of my theory..over the long period of time that we humans have existed on this planet, we have elevated god to such a high pedestal that we have taken it out of our lives and created it as a separate entity...we have learnt to revere god, worship god, fear god and in some cases like the bhakti movement and sufi traditions, also love god..........but most of all we have failed to emulate god.

Emulation is not an easy thing to do, to emulate someone or something, you first need to accept it and acceptance is impossible without questioning. But like I mentioned earlier, GOD has been elevated to a position out of reach, and to ensure that it stays there...out of reach....humans have created an un-necessary intermediate layer called RELIGION...religion ensure that god is out of reach and therefore unquestionable.Now one is left with no choice but to either unconditionally accept GOD or be branded an atheist, this is a trick situation...note its a TRICK situation not a tricky situation....the trick here is if you accept GOD unconditionally then you also accept RELIGION and if you don't accept GOD under these conditions then you are a victim of religious bullshit, thereby you have sealed your fate in society by letting yourself be branded an atheist.The only alternative to this whole quagmire is to circumvent the whole religion thing, venture out on your own, question GOD, don't go out and question an image of god, don't ask why the Christians worship a tortured dying man, don't ask why the Hindus worship multi armed, multi headed, alien-like images, don't ask why the Muslims worship a building....the question to ask is...is GOD just a building, alien or a dying man, or is god an emotion, a state of mind or the result of actions good or bad. Should GOD be worshipped from a distance or accepted and assimilated into ones own being and life? Should one be GOD FEARING or GOD LOVING? ask all these questions and more...some have answers readily available, other have answers buried deep under the ages of religious bullshit...have the patience to dig through it and sift through the dust to find the answer you are looking for.Understanding GOD is a bit like archaeology...you can dig in any place, and you may find something, but if you dig in the right places and deep enough then you WILL find something of value, once you find that thing of value, treasure it but don't hoard it...share it...because if all archaeologists decided to hoard and hide their findings we may never have known where we came from.The foundations of our past lie buried deep within the earth and the foundations of our future lie buried deep within our minds and brains, uncover it gradually with the spade of knowledge and sift through the debris with a sieve of logic and reasoning, pick up right away whatever stays on top of the sieve, don't throw away what slips through the sieve, filter it using the eyes of perception and you will find GOD..not as a dying man or an alien-like being or a building...but as a state of mind...

Like a great little man once said.....MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!!

Love - An exciting emotion :)

2008-05-06T10:33:00.000-07:00

Crazy Emotions, Words get stuck in da throat, Butterflies in da stomach everytime you look into his eyes, Lost in thoughts while driving, Laughter with no reason, Humming romantic songs thinking of him, Smiling to your own self thinkin how smitten you are because you have fallen for him, This feeling inside is so much wonderful, This feeling can never be replaced with another feeling on this earth, You loose the sense of time, the day and the night seems all the same, all that matters is his phone calls, sweet nothings exchanged, it can be so painful yet so painless, it can be so crazy yet so wise, it can make you cry yet the next moment you would be smiling. The cluster of emotions cannot just be explained in words. Guess we just have to say this is what they call Love :)

Bommarillu....LovE YoU Ha hA HaSiNi :)

2008-04-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

A Telugu song that recently caught onto me real tight. Its from a movie called "Bommarillu". Sung wonderfully by Siddharth, the hero of the movie and RDB fame. Got to appreciate this non-telugu guy sing with so much ease! Music by Devi Sriprasad, as usual is pretty peppy. What Me likes the most is the subtle lyrics - sample this:...

Theepi kanna inka theeyanaina thene edi ante ventane nee perani antaane

(If someone asks me what's more sweeter than sweet, I'd say that its your name)

Haayi kanna entho haayidaina chote emitante nuvvu velle daarani antaane

(If they'd ask what's that place which is more relaxing than relaxing itself, I'd say its the way you walk in)

Neelala aakasham naa neelam edante nee vaalu kallallo vundani antaane...

(If the blue sky asks me where its blue has gone, Me'd point it to your eyes)

Devisriprasad's interludes, again, is something to watch... err... hear out for. )

Appudo ippudo eppudo kala kannane cheli

Akkado ikkado ekkado manasichhane mari

Kalavo alavo valavo naa oohala haasini

Madilo kadhala medile naa kalala suhaasini

Evaremanukunna naa manasande nuvve nenani

Theepi kanna inka theeyanaina thene edi ante ventane nee perani antaane

Haayi kanna entho haayidaina chote emitante nuvvu velle daarani antaane

Neelala aakasham naa neelam edante nee vaalu kallallo vundani antaane

Appudo ippudo eppudo kala kannane cheli

Akkado ikkado ekkado manasichhane mari

Kalavo alavo valavo naa oohala haasini

Madilo kadhala medile naa kalala suhaasini

Evaremanukunna naa manasande nuvve nenani

Nannu nene chaala thittukunta neetho sootiga ee maatalevi cheppakapothunte

Nannu nene baaga mechhukunta edo chinna maate nuvvu naatho maatadavante

Naathone nenunta nee thode naakunte ededo ayipotha nee jatha lekunte

Appudo ippudo eppudo kala kannane cheli

Akkado ikkado ekkado manasichhane mari

Kalavo alavo valavo naa oohala haasini

Madilo kadhala medile naa kalala suhaasini

Evaremanukunna naa manasande nuvve nenani

Unanswerable Questions???

2008-03-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Why did I accept you back into my life??
Why have I never had the nerves to tell you this is over??
Why is it that no matter what... I feel like forgiving you??
Why does thoughts of you bring a smile on my lips??
Why do I long to kiss those smiles of your's today which frowned at me months back when we had fights?
Why Mols I am not able to forget you and move on??
Why am I never able to come out of the love I have for you??
Why is that I do not remember any of the fights we had??
Why does talking to you bring me abundant bliss??
Why do I feel like living my life with you??
Why have I not been able to delete you out of my life after you left me isolated??
Why has the months of pain in my life dont matter anymore to me today??
Why did you leave me Mols??
Why did I have to push my head into my sheets and wet them with my tears??
Why did we part ways??
Why did these lips of mine go dry without your kisses all these months??
Why did we love so much??
Why did we hate so much??
Why does such things happen in life??
Why is there no answers for questions when it come to love??

The only answer I have now is "I LOVE YOU MOLS..MORE THAN MYSELF..MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD. I LOVE YOU. THANKS 4 CUMIN BCK" : - )

taureantrampling

2008-02-21T04:10:00.001-08:00

Beyond me....

2008-02-08T11:01:00.000-08:00

When I learnt u did not belong to me I told myself it's not difficult for me to forget us...It's 3 days and only now I have come to realize that it's beyond me. I am not able to overcome my feelings for you. My heart feels so heavy, my eyes r filled with tears, my arms r dying 2 hold u. My lonliness kills me :( Every night I press my head into the pillow to help myself from not choking from the tears that clog ma soul. This did not have to end. Atleast did not have to end this way. Pinching the soul and betrayal to the trust has left me without any hope in life. We could have broken up in a better way. We could have parted ways as good friends. We could have spoken it out. How was it possible for you to abruptly keep a full stop to this 6 yr affair. How did she become all that you wanted in such a short span. We were so much meaningful for each other. We meant the world to each other and now someone new has taken all the place. Anyways itz beyond me to understand what has gone wrong. All I can hope is that you will come back. Some day you will sit alone and ponder that she was never able to love you the way I do. She has left you for another. It pains for me to see you alone like this. You are not coming back for the guilt in your heart. You think I might be happy with some one else. I hope someday you see my hurting soul beyound all your auumsptions. Till then....I shall be waiting cuz its beyond me to see the future. Where ever you go , what ever you do...I will be right here Waiting for you. Love u Mols :)

Simplicity of MenVsComplexity of Women !!!.

2007-06-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

"HER" DIARY

I thought he was acting weird.

We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee.

I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late,

but he made no comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go some where quiet so we could talk,

he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.

I Asked him what was wrong - he said,"Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault ,that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me, and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept, driving.

I can't explain his behavior; I don't know,why he didn't say,"I love u, too."

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him,

as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.

He just sat ,there and watched TV.

He seemed distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to, bed.

About 10 minutes later he came to bed.

I decided that I could not,take it anymore,so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.

I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.

"HIS" DIARY

Today India lost the cricket match against Pakistan.

DAAM IT.;.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.';.

NOW that's called Simplicity of Men Vs Complexity of Women !!!. ;)

Strums Of Silence...

2007-05-02T16:17:00.000-07:00

Lips may stay silent,
But the silence lingers on,
As they turn into words
And speak to me.

In those melting tears,
Held in your eyes,
What will you melt?

With the aching heart,
Dipped in melancholy,
What will you rinse?

In the disguised smiles
And the playful winks,
What will you hide?

In the flames of past
And the pains that don't last,
Will you burn your Identity?

In numbness of void
Tied to the shackles of blame,
Will you bury those untrue lies?

On the walks of life,
When the reality bites
And the steps stumble,
Would you abandon
Those dreams in fear?

O' you mute soul
Even I'm a part of you.
Hear my mum words
And see those unturned gleams

Times when pain tears your heart God knows to send an angel to immediate rescue...Here is mine...Thank you Angel for this lovely write. It truly brings a lot of light into my dimmed phase of life :) . I know I have published your dedication without your permission in ma blog. Thought of no better a way to show my gratitude to your lovely caring soul which I treasure a whole !!!!!

Take care...Watch your step...

2007-04-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

Like us, he too pushed his way into the crowded train !!!!!!

Like us, he too wanted to get going before he got delayed !!!!!!

Unlike us, he slipped and fell in the gap between the train and the platform at Kandivli station.............

And eight boogies went over him Wanna know what happened to this man........

The man obviously has a guardian angel and yeah at that crucial moment they were supportive bystanders who told him exactly what he shouldn't do — 'move'. And so, the man lay absolutely still as eight boogies of the train passed over him — ................ centimeters from his head. Within seconds the 12-coach train passed and the man clambered out, unaided, unhurt, but too shocked to speak after his near-death experience

Be careful!!!!!!!!!!This life is short, but yet not that short for us to rush to our very own end. Lets stay calm, composed and take care of ourselves and most importantly follow rules when needed and take safety precautions be it walking, boarding, riding or driving whenever necessary:)

oh!!! my helpless child

2007-04-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it's really cute to listen to friends blurt their worries about their exams and projects. Especially when we are working and away from studies.....Was talkin to Mr.A and yeah its that time of his college days. Time he submits his project. There are some moments in life when everythin would just go wrong & stuck & thats exactly whats happening with him. Hehehehe....Yeah!!! Its time his college life is coming to an end. And tension was all I heard in his voice. A's project is stuck. The guide is just too busy to aid him. No system allot ed in his project location. No breathin time left. He has to ride miles to get to his project area. No source for finding codes. Confused is his thoughts if he should buy the project or do it himself.....Hehehehe..... Blah Blah Blah and more Blah...He is going insane. That reminds me of my good old days in college when I literally ran upside down in the corridor of Taj Coromandel gettin signature's and approvals of managers I worked with. Finally when I saw the bonded 220 pages of hard work- (my TAJ project for which I toiled for six months) being stamped for an 'A' grade well......that's the moment I would call real bliss!!! Don't ya worry dude. All things are gonna be just fine. Here goes the prayers from once upon a time naughty irresponsible out standing college brat to another of the same quality....Lolzzzz:)

Hehehehehe........Looks like I am A DOG.

2007-03-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

Wuff!!!!!!Wuff!!!!!!!There was this quiz on some blog that I took up and here are the results!!!!!!!Now who's gonna take me for a walk.......Single, Handsome Hunks Welcome....Dont worry I wont Bite ya....Lolzzzzzzzzz........The Results are below-

You are one of the best friends that someone could ever ask for. A very loyal, compassionate person who is always there for close friends and family members who are in a tough time. You are someone who can be counted on time and time again and never let small grudges get in the way of a good friendship. But unfortunately, you are very dependant, and every now and then someone will take advantage of your loyalty, and it is most often not until you end up hurt that you realised your foolishness.

Hmmmmm if u wanna see what animal u r here is the link....Keep Rocking

http://www.youthink.com/quiz.asp?action=take&quiz_id=1442

Come wht may.........Wht may come??????

2007-03-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

It was a Sunday evening. Jai and I were incited by the free roads and speeding our way for our 9 o'clock show to watch The Pursuit of Happiness at INOX....Yes, the roads were empty but that does not mean we can break the rules. I am definitely not giving you gyan out here but Zoooooom....... came in the middle of the road a cyclist whistling to glory from the insides of a small path and we had to screech our breaks in order to avoid an awuful accident that could have taken place. Truly people got to change their attitude from Come What May to What May Come......

E for Elephant........

2007-03-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

hehehehe....well!!!!you must be wondering what the hehehehe is about....That's what i did when i saw this guy. It was a busy Tuesday evening. I was racing home from office the reason being hunger. Mom called up to say there was some delicious dinner ready for me to gobb. Was almost there. One more right turn I was home. I was overtaking an auto when my eyes caught a glimpse of this really fat short guy wearing a white shirt and white dhoti like the DMK politician with his cellphone. I was already thinking look at this guy like one kutty yannai(kutty being little and yannai being elephant in Tamil:-))))Looks like he was instructing the person on the other end to write something down. Just when I crossed him he was like in his broken English....E for Elephant. I was like hehehe...When I was in the call center the army codes taught to me were A for Alpha, B for Beta, C for Charlie...and E for Echo. Looks like in Chennai people are using Phonetics that resemble them...LOLzzzzzzz

Neha's smile

2007-03-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

It was two months back that I came across blogs of my friends. Something inspired me to get back to writing which has been my passion since school...My voice in me said the first blog should be about somethin really tender, beautiful. A reason that made me smile deep from my heart...

The flicker in my thoughts was Neha's smile.

Two weeks back mom,sis and I had to take the night out as we got really late in my friends baby girl's first bday party. It was a lovely bash. Smashed cake all over her little cute face. Crashed to bed real late as the next day was Sunday. The house was in a buzz in the morning. Mom and Sis gettin ready to get back home. Neha's parents were busy cooking for us and cleaning the house. As usual me one lazy bum was wrapped in a bed sheet and napping to glory though I could hear the loud commercials from SUN TV coinciding with my foolish morning dreams. That's when tiny little hands pinched my lips. Slowly fluttered my eyes to see a blurred image. After a few attempts saw a bright sky(hehehe... i slept off in the hall near the entrance). And beside me was this chubby huggies baby. Awwww the most sweetest thing I have woken up to see ever in my life. She was so cuuteeeeeeeee. Those innocent tiny lips opened to pucker my cheek. Whoa!!! hehehe.... that was her style of a kiss. She was so happy to see me awake. Rolling onto me from left to right and back from right to left...... god knows what she was thinking. Finally she landed on my tummy and lied on my bosom. We were so comfortable with each other. That's the first time ever in my life I wanted to rush into marriage to have a baby in my arms each day when I wake up. For life I will never forget that smile when I opened my eyes on Mar 2nd. That tender innocent ever so loving NEHA'S SMILE :))))))))))